I trust my friend is telling me the truth, I understand relationships are different.

Honestly, I just don't believe in therapy anymore.

This is the same t who went on holiday and didn't tell me and told me its my fault I can't have children etc. I suppose it just confirms to me that my t likes my friend more as she's prepared to stretch the boundaries so much. I am fed up of people screwing me over, I pay her for support and she's not doing that.