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Originally Posted by Useless Me
BPD (to me) pretty much is the perpetual hot & cold thing. Sometimes you can not live without it. Sometimes you can not stand living with it.
I think BPD is just a nice way of saying that we are self-destructive and will never get better................
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I can relate to the hot and cold thing all too well.
Dealing with the aftermath of switching cold and *****y (again) right now.
The self destructive part is so damn frustrating. I feel like there is a part of me that must love the pain, the rollercoasters, the intense emotions. Why else would someone keep reaching in the fire and then break down and cry about getting burned for the millionth time
My choice of poison happens to be a unhealthy relationship.
I hate myself for this.
Its a never ending cycle.