Thank you all for your support.

I am just "being"... I go numb and then break down in sobs again.

I tried to find the All Dogs Go to Heaven on On Demand but they only had All Dogs Christmas Carol. Since I did nothing about Christmas, I thought I'd try it...totally forgetting the parody of the dog with the hurt leg I can't get away from his memories...

I rarely go out the front door, but the puppy is impossible out back with the neighbor's dog always out... and there was my Figaro's footprints in the paint...

And the door mat outside is a profile of a black labrador retriever..

T says no decisions to be made during this time... so while Iwant to get rid of everything that jerks my memory like this, I won't ...

of course, I washed Figaro's blanket bed and it's on my chair...