Hi Emily,

First, I want to Welcome you to PC.
Second, I am sorry that you didn't get any responses in the other forum. I don't understand that.
Third, and foremost, I am VERY PROUD of you for kicking the drugs!! That is so GREAT!! You should also be very proud of yourself. It isn't an easy thing to do!
Now, IMHO, I do believe your bf will be back. It sounds like he is already sorta regretting leaving. I do hope that he stays off of the drugs while he is away from you. It sounds like he just needs a little time to himself to think things through. It could have easily been you leaving him for the same reason.
Alot of people need time when they are confused about things and with him being sober, he may be afraid of the future.
I wish all the best for you whether your bf comes back or not. Try and keep yourself busy and doing positive things. IF he does want to come back, don't take him back if he has gone back on drugs! Don't put yourself through that again. You need to stay around sober people and doing sober things.
Good luck to you and let us know how things turn out.
Hugs,
Linda