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Old Oct 28, 2013, 03:53 PM
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Ever have a day where you wake up and for absolutely no reason, you just hate yourself? You haven't fought with a significant other, had a friend blow you off or had anything happen to make you feel that way, but you just do?

That is today. I feel so unfulfilled and empty. I feel like I have nothing and am worthless. My boyfriend tried to be there for me, and I just pushed him away. I don't want to be touched or looked at and feel like I could just fade into the wall and become invisible forever.

I know moods are transient and this will pass... but it is not making the now feel any better

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