I feel the same as you. I had a dog attacked for no reason. My ex who had his black belt and was incredibly strong couldn't pull the dog off. The owner just stood there. Finnally in desperation my ex said call it off or he would kill it. I have never forgot that and each time I wonder if that dog ever did anyone else harm. The shock takes awhile to process and I am sorry you have to go through this right now. Good advice to get out and replace the bad memory with a good one.Good Luck.