Guess I wont' be going afterall now. I was supposed to go tomorrow but now my insurance won't cover it, because I have been there before. I am not doing so well, but oh well. I probably wont be on anymore. I am giving up now, not dying, just not doing therapy anymore, at least right now that is my thinking. I'm going to quit talking and everything, so good luck to all and if I am here it just means I am seeing if anyone cares.