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Originally Posted by Big Mama
IT, I am the same way. My life is kinda meaningless. Here is what I do
I hang around here all day, I have no friends, I have no real relationships, I talk to folks on the computer, and just set and think. Nothing to look forward to, no money to do anything, my days just trickle by.
The End.
Repeat Daily.
I got a horse 3 years ago, and my H asked what is wrong with you. I have never seen you motivated to do anything. Why are you motivated for this animal but for nothing else. Because he killed the joy and drive for life , any amount of motivation one could have. that motivation lasted about a month. Now it is gone I still love my horse. (more then my hubby most days)
The moral to the story is ..... There is bound to be something to spark that happiness even if it is for a little while. Even when it fades you will know you are still capable of joy. You just gotta care enough to find it. Which I seldom do.
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Are you still motivated by your horse or is that gone now? I am glad that you seem to have a passion for something, I really admire that and I guess that is what I am looking for.