It's bitter and painful, but I don't think I'll have any children. I got the gene from my dad and often when I was at my worst I would hate him for passing on this curse to me. It was completely irrational, I know, but I can't bear to have a child of mine feel that way about me.
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King
Dx Bipolar II
Med-free for the time being
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