Thank you I just read up on BPD and I seem to tick a lot of those boxes .... My God but I'm a total Fruit Loop .

Still on good days I can see the funny side of it which I feel is really important, I guess my main concern is being misdiagnosed all these years and never having had a full evaluation.

Maybe I'm being too optimistic in thinking if I have a proper DX I can get onto the 'right' meds,

What is normal anyways ?? lol I have no idea. I just want the damned Jukebox and constant chatter to shut up .. or as I put it to my GP " I just want my head back "