I actually really like my therapist I think we were just talking about some really sensitive stuff and it triggered me. He wants me to try the meds for two months, which I just filled it.

As far as the intent, I'm not sure. I just felt defeated and a burden to everyone, including my therapist. However I knew what took wasn't enough but was hoping for something to happen. I have an autoimmune bleeding disorder and I'm not supposed to take ibuprofen because it can lower my blood count, yet that's one of the things I took.