Hi guys, I'm not sure this fits here..but I'm not sure if any of these things coincide with the disorders I have been diagnosed with (BPD, GAD, OCD).
I have recently noticed that I talk EXTREMELY fast around and hardly ever shut up. I am constantly going and I switch topics almost immediately after starting one. I have a lot trouble when other people talk because things feel like they're always bursting out of me. My boyfriend also says I start sentences where they have no beginning and he has no idea what I'm talking about. I forget sometimes that other people aren't aware of constant chatter in my head and I just start talking out loud.
I know that moods are varying with us with BPD, from anxiety to depression to anger and so on.
I get in these kind of "delirious" moods where everything seems so surreal and I laugh at everything. Things come out of my mouth that are very odd and I don't even know where they came from. I repeat myself over and over (that may have to do with my OCD?) It drives my boyfriend nuts. It's like a get stuck in a loop. I often don't realize I'm being extremely loud or saying inappropriate things loudly when they come out of my mouth.
Does anyone have any insight into this? Are these perhaps just my quirks?
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016 
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