Thanks for this forum to talk about things that most people don't want to hear about. Recently, I was extremely distraught about my job. I was seriously considering shooting my foot off with a gun (so I would not have to work anymore). I pondered this for about two and a half days. Finally, I decided not to because my therapist was frequently telling me she was proud of me. I was kind of proud of me too for the progress I had made. I finally decided I did not want to loose what I had gained!!!