Hello and welcome to PC. Do you see the mirror image of yourself in the bugs, you see them dying, losing their wings etc.. Is it possible that you have been through some pretty nasty times yourself with your conditions. Maybe you are more sensitive than your peers after all you have been through. Just a thought. Best wishes to you.
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