SO I'm applying for college and I had to tell them that I have been asked or forced to leave a school setting.

They want me to write "an explanation of the disciplinary violation, date, location of incident (institution, city, state, country), institutional disposition (date, outcome, disciplinary action taken), current status of institutional sanctions. In addition, please address what you have learned from this experience, how this has affected your life, and what you will do differently if given the opportunity to enroll at Illinois State. Please note that we may need to request additional information including permissions for access to institutional records." and send it to them.

That goes right into my mental health because each of those suspensions/ referral were directly related to suicide attempts.

I called my T no answer yet
I called the ADA They aren't taking calls for a few days
I called the admissions office, no answer and no email address
I called my HS councilor, no answer
I called the suicide hotline, told me to ask my T.

Can they do this too me? Must I always live in the past? Am I really that much of a danger?