I hate this. I'm in extremely good care, but I feel so burdened, so sad, so scared, so despairing, so guilty. Why is this happening to me? A friend told me that it is because I can handle it. Well, I don't know if I can. But there is nothing more I can do. I am trying. I feel like a failure. I feel like my therapists will say, you aren't trying or you wouldn't feel this way. I can cope with it when it's only for a day, but it's been a week now and it's not going away. I'm using Gravol for continuous nausea and to remove myself from myself. You know what I mean. I wish someone could help me.