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sarahbuck said:
never realized it until tonight when he told me that he can't deal with me tonight and said that he wanted a divorce because of me acting the way I do towards him and my kids.

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He got your attention didn't he.
He may have been giving you some nonverbal clues along the way or even verbalizing his discontent...
this is a wake up call.
I am sorry that you are going thru this.
He probably doesn't want a divorce he wants you to be well.
What you are going thru is very hormonal...even for a regular woman having a baby...this is a hormonal time.
LIke the others have said.
Get a referral to see a pdoc-psychiatrist and ask to see a t-poc, therapist as well so you can also talk with a professional about your problems for a bit....a marriage counselor for the two of you so that you can learn the language to better communicate with your hubby.
There is a plethora of information here on the web and at this site about bipolar and depression.
Continue to post and read and learn...

there are many medications on the market to help with mood swings...hope you find an even keel real soon.
((((HUGS))))
bizi