Thank-you to everyone for their thoughtful and heart felt comments & suggestions!

Currently.......I feel emotionally numb......find no joy......just drinking fruit/veggie juice & water......one meal a day....stomach has the empty sensations.......but my brain has no desire for food. I have terrible flash backs of my traumatic event every single morning. I curl up in the fetal position and just feel paralzyed with fear. It's cold where I live so....gives me another excuse to stay inside.

I'm trying meditation a couple times a day.......positive images.....but all I seem to want to do is sleep.