Hi, Fact is I'm old, almost 50!! I put all this stuff away and refused to look at it. I decided it was better to bury it all as deeply as possible. I found a way to just keep marching along without looking at where my life was going or what was happening around me. Then, 3 yrs ago, I started rx, and kind of woke up. I've been gradually working things through. Thought things were going more smoothly past couple months, but I kind of fell down again of late. Thank you for all your kind words.
chrys