Hi Sublime,

The sense of loss is always with you, but you find a way to cope.

If you are feeling anger, that is part of the grieving process. Yes, sometimes it feels like our hearts or we will blow up into little pieces, and we will be scattered on the ground.

Sometimes we want to scream, "Our father, or mother or brother is dead! Why is the world still spinning around, and people going about their business."

It must be really hard to lose someone to cancer. Cancer seems like a cruel disease. Deep down we just don't want any of the people, who we deeply love to ever leave us through cancer, or a heart attack, or a stroke, or anything.

We want to hold onto those people who we love so desparately and dearly. Why did they have to go? We don't know. It's part of the human condition.

Please PM me if you need to talk, vent or whatever,

Hugs,

EJ