Hi Sublime,

I'm sorry but I just saw your post.
I have found nothing worse than losing your parents. I have lost both of mine. My Dad of heart attack and my Mom of cancer.
I still grieve and figure I always will. Oh, what it would feel like to be able to give them a hug.
I have had every thought that you have written. Where do we go from here?
I don't know. I take it day by day. That's all I can do for now. I can't see past that. I do hope it will get easier but for me, I doubt it.
I wish you all the best, and know that I know how you feel.
I'm sorry for your loss,
Hugs,
Linda