I had a horrible night of bad dreams last night. Not sure if this will be triggering for some so warning you now.
I was in the Game of Thrones world, the wildings took me and were trying to set up their own castles and were asking my advice. But when they were too unorganised and the buildings didnt work they started to torture me. Every one of my SI scars was cut open (and I have a lot) and they would stick their fingers in the deep cuts. I woke up in terrible pain, all of my scars hurt so bad. I was so thankful to have my partner in bed with me.
I got back to sleep eventually, but then I was being chased by cops because I had all open cuts and they wanted to put me back in the psyc ward. So lets just say I was very very happy when the alarm went off this morning! So thankful I was not alone last night.
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