((((((((((mouse))))))))))))

I know what you mean about finding strength and comfort from someone this important in your life, especially when you didn't get that comfort from your parents. Its a scary though, feeling so dependent on someone who could leave at any point ... but the important part is to just live in the moment. Know that things are okay between you two right now, and keep that close to you, for no matter what happens in your relationship you can always have that comfort close to your heart.