Oh yeah and one more thing... I keep forgetting stuff and I don't want to write a novel haha. But the issue with the girl I was with was that I kept telling her I needed to talk about something else and she wouldn't. Also kept telling her not to touch me and she wouldn't do that either. I had to cut another friend out of my life this week because she does the same thing. She was abused too so sometimes we both lean on each other and we feel the need to talk but when it gets to be too much and I tell her we need to change the subject because it is upsetting me she refuses to do it and keeps bringing it back up. I love her dearly but right now it isn't healthy for me to be around her so I had to stop talking with her.