SeptemeberMorn is correct, the best interpreter of your dreams is YOU. And you wrote that you don't know why you fear losing your children. Obviously that fear is what is driving those dreams....

Try to take time to meditate (quiet, dark, cool place possible?) and allow your mind to ramble, not focus on anything perhaps you will be able to find out what it is you wish to change... without waiting for such bad dreams?

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>