"It crossed my mind that a person with a "normal" upbringing and stable parenting would experience this without even thinking about it. It felt like I was a young child that only had "eyes" for my T (mother/caregiver). I allowed myself to be at this stage of emotional developement, given all my lifes experiences, and it felt hopeful."
That has given huge strenghth knowing that is "ok" to feel like that, at times i think its bad but i have never thought about it those terms
Thankyou
Lucy
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The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself.
Mark Twain (1835 - 1910)
La tristesse durera toujours
"Come what come may,
Time and the hour runs through the roughest day."
-- From Macbeth (1.3.156)
"By the pricking of my thumbs,
Something wicked this way comes."
--From Macbeth(IV, i, 44-45)
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