My mania tends to get out of control quickly. I can be hypomanic for a good amount of time . But once I get towards mania I get very high and its hard for me to control my fight/flight mechanism.

I just experienced my second full mania episode. At this point I am trying to gauge where if my depression will come out or not. At this point it doesn't look like it but I could be wrong. Luckily I caught my mania rather early and it seems I might luck out while being slightly up/down with out too much trouble or maybe even normal which in general feels right.