I'm honestly not sure if it worked before because It was probably four days I was on it because they yanked me off of it (doctors in the hospital told my parents, without my consent mind I am 23, how dangerous it is and how there are "other treatments" yet, with their infinite wisdom, they didn't even know what Adult Onset Still's Disease is) so I didn't get to start it up again. Until now.
Yeah, no pain meds. And I don't think she'll ever give them to me to be completely honest. I think a lot of people (meaning my family, my doctors) are underestimating how much this hurts and how that pain impacts everything I do. I can't even go for walks anymore, something I did daily. Instead, when I am not working, I lay in bed and hope the pain just goes away.
Thank you, jimi. You're always so kind.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”.
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