My husband isn't my go to because I've tried that and he doesn't know what to do and even gets defensive. I talk to my friend because I know he cares about me, but there's no real strings attached.

Diesel, I'm weaning myself off of him. I still talk to him, but I talk less about non volunteer work related stuff and less frequently. It's difficult. I breakdown every once in awhile, I did last night, and feel stupid afterwards. I'm working in being a stronger person and not needing to talk to him, but it's going to take awhile. I wish I could just quit the volunteer work, but the work is one of the few things that makes me happy.

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