Why am I angry ???????, you are doing what I said is best with Effexor , it works so you stay on it. Of course you have bad days your a depressive that's normal .The guys I no are long term depressives that why they don't come off Effexor it don't mean they still don't get ill they do, but they wont risk withdrawal has they have tried most meds and Effexor is weight neutral to them and there sex life is still functioning , there not risking loosing what they have for something worse. I came off because I was in a ativan 12mg a day forced withdrawal , and bumped up to way to much Effexor for my brain to cope I attempted to terminate my life through Effexor start up and withdrawal from Ativan. It was the wrong drug for me at the time and far to big a dose, its a lot more complicated than this but that's a bad memory. Maybe that's why I seem a little unsettled to you.