I cried when GP sent me to pdoc, he said, "well you didn't like the med I gave you". (Lexapro). But I felt blindsided, no idea I had anything more than depression going on. And that he gave up so easy - why not just let me try the trazedone like he gave my mom? I wish I didn't have this bp bs.
It's sad to hear you got turned down when you want a pdoc.