I'm sorry your feeling like this, and I can relate. I told my pdoc that I was feeling homocidal and suicidal due to a medication issue. He just contemplated putting me into the hospital. I told him that I felt I could get through it with the proper medication and promised to go to the ER if the meds didn't help. I agree that if you're not honest then the ppl trying to help are at a big disadvantage.

TnT