Being angry at yourself won't change anything either but being angry at the right "person" does help! Focus and "aim" are good things to have in life and they can be yours. But if you take things out on yourself, think less of yourself when someone else has done these bad things to you, you're aiming the wrong way and your focus is lost. Your T is guiding you, showing you the direction and he is not angry at you, why should you be at yourself?

(((freewill)))