I have suffered from rage. That overwhelming feeling to yell, scream, throw something, hit something or someone or even worse. And while the rage is pumping through your body there is nothing that you can do about it. That voice in your head is saying just stop it, but you can't and then you eventually cry, the rage goes away but you feel horrible for all that you said, all that you did. And you are thankful that you didn't physicaly harm anyone eventhough the verbal assault was most likely worse.
I did tell my pdoc and T about it and got the medication that I needed. For now, I no longer have that rage and I love it. So please be honest with your pdoc and let them know what's going on. You will feel so much better when that horrible rage is gone.
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