Yeah buddy; I'm having flashbacks. I've been through most of the things that you've mentioned. It hurts when someone doesn't understand how much you care about them. She didn't even know who you were. Maybe didn't care who you were either, and that's a tough pill to swallow. I was physically abused, verbally anused, torchered, lied to, you name it. I don't want to get into it all, but I couldn't swallow food for several weeks, and after 3 visits with a therapist, he said we should part ways. I will stop here.