I have told them about my rage, usually while laughing, even vividly describing my homicidal and SI thoughts. They know at times I have to have isolate myself from my family so I don't hurt them and will injure myself before my family. What my T and pdoc say is to make sure I take my seroquil. They ask if I'm 'play' fighting with only my husband and dog. They ask how my son is doing, if he's been hanging out with his friends, If his friends are allowed over currently.

Telling her how you mad are, rant and rave all you want it's good for her to see what your mixed is like so it's easier to treat you in the future.