I was great all day and now I just feel terrible. Don't even know what triggered it. The last two days were great and now I'm barely holding it together. I'm so frustrated I want to scream. I'm tired of this. I want to enjoy the rest of this year, have fun with my friends, work hard in school, but my depression is eating into me. I'm tired of hurting, of being lonely. I'm tired of everything. I don't want to do this anymore.