Hello Emily I am sorry to hear that you and your boyfriend broke up last evening. I hope that you realize that your boyfriend needs a break and there is nothing with wanting a break every now and again. Just keep in touch with him if you want to but you should not pretend that this is not happening, and you Still need to address your drug history and your mental health with your counselor, to make sure you are well and safe. You can not be in a relationship just to save or help someone else when you have mental health issues and drug issues yourself, and you need to be concerned about your own well being at this time. Take care Emily I hope the best for you. Sincerely Soidhonia