... but apparently I can't. ¬_¬ I really have a strong urge, right now, through anger, self-hatred, confusion, fear, and ****ing whatever else it might be. I hate myself, and am so angry with so much. I know I'm just losing the plot because I'm triggered (OCD) ONCE AGAIN. I am so tired of being the way I am. I feel like therapy is a waste of time. I know there's nothing anyone here can probably say that'll help, so don't feel pressured or obliged to say something, .. knowing someone gives a crap, means enough as it is, TBH.