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Old Oct 30, 2013, 09:47 PM
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Originally Posted by FireBird View Post
For the last several weeks I haven't been able to recognize myself in the mirror. I physically look like an alien, all distorted. But the weird thing is that I don't recognize others easily because they look like aliens or sometimes their face melts or is distorted. The world I am in doesn't look real. It feels like a dream, can't tell reality from dreaming. I don't understand this planet. Also I don't understand what others say to me, and its hard understanding writing. A few weeks ago, I don't know what happened to me. It was like I woke up on a different planet after too much stress. I couldn't do basic things. Nothing made sense in my world. I won't get more into it because it might sound too weird, but I know I am weird. Is this depersonalization and derealization? I miss time as well, or at least time is distorted. I don't understand time anymore. I'm lost in it. So, does anyone else experience these things?
I just went back and read your past posts. some of them mention having these same problems and your treatment providers called it psychosis and hallucinations. maybe now would be a good time to contact your treatment providers so they can help you fix the problem again so that you feel better.