Hello everyone,

I think this is the best place to post this because I am feeling a mix of emotions right now. Jealousy, loss, inadequacy, failure, and just overall hopelessness.

A friend reached out to me tonight. A friend from high school who recently got married. She is now expecting a baby. She is also moving into my town.

All my friends from high school have husbands and have/expecting babies. Am I the only one left without these things?

Here I am at 33, living off of my parents, stuck on medication, overweight, and just miserable. Is this all life has to offer me?

I feel just lost. Left behind. And what's worse, I have no one to talk to. To tell this to, that will understand. My emotions are all over the place right now. I feel like crying, but I don't have tears. How do I cope? What do I do? Will someone just talk to me? Please....I am begging, someone just reach out to me......