"There is nothing you have done wrong that God cannot fix through the blood of Jesus. Nothing." - Joyce Meyer

Girl, the Lord loves you unconditionally and nothing you have done or will do will change that. Ask Him to forgive you for this sin and trust that He will.

"We are told that sex outside of marriage is good as long as you are in love and as long as you truly respect the other person. False prophets have become the defenders of sin." - Pastor David Wilkerson

I myself bought into this lie early in life; I now see the error of my ways and believe that God has forgiven me. His forgiveness is truly all that matters; if L can't forgive you and accept that you had a life prior to meeting him, wish him well and let him go. NEVER let a man treat you with such disrespect, you deserve better.