Hello I hope things are going better for you at this time. Have you gotten to see any one yet about your mental health concerns? I hope you find a therapist soon. A medical Dr may be able to help and prescribe something for you to take in the meantime to take the edge off of your panic and help the delusions you are having as well. A medical Dr can give you medication and the Psych Dr can change them if needed when you see the Psych Dr.and therapist. Dont let the wait of seeing the Psych Dr stop you from getting help from a regular Dr that can give you something to hold you over until you see a Psych Dr. You may be able to see a regular Dr today or tomorrow if you call early enough to make an appointment. Take care Soidhonia