With the end of October marks the 6 month anniversary of starting therapy for the dissociative disorder. And I feel terrible. Horrible. Depressed and confused, exhausted and worn out.

I see my t tomorrow and will be telling him how horrible things are. I feel really bad for having expected to feel even a little bit better after 6 months. He explained when I started seeing him that things were relatively straightforward, and that his prognosis was good. So why do I feel worse than when I started seeing him?

I guess I'm just hoping someone will tell me it gets getter, and to hang in there, because at the moment, I'm losing all the great reasons for keeping up with this twisted game people call life. (not suicidal, just losing all my steam and fight).