Dammitdammitdammit!!!! She can't see me until Monday
Isn't it ironic?! *enter maniacal laughter*. I want to break something but I won't. Dammit. I want to be well & fine and tell her I don't need an appointment...
Maybe I won't need an appt & meds by Monday - if I weather through this episode, I could likely have a long period of stability.
No answer feels right. So disappointed & irritated. Weird things cross my mind to get hospitalized cuz I'm curious. I'd be caged but maybe I'd get the rest I need.
Screw this stupid system.