Just had one of those bp times where too much stress from too many directions turned into a meltdown for me. I snapped harshly at a coworker (granted, he's half deaf and I was also getting sick of repeating myself!) and I frickin HATE it when I get stressed out like that.
I just want to be alone and sulk and say eff it all and go live in a shack by the beach alone.
I just don't do well long term with people...something eventually makes me snap.
Doomed to loniliness.