Thank you for the replies! I had two job interviews this week and I'm really trying. When you meet me you would not know I have these problems. I dress immaculately, I'm tall, fairly pretty, well spoken, and very professional. I don't want the interviewers to know how desperate I am for a job. I have considered leaving the state hoping there will be better opportunities elsewhere. Where though, I don't know, probably Texas or Utah. I just don't want to make a huge move during my 'crisis'. I think a major change like that may not be good at a time like this. I don't know. Winter4me you are right, my situation/anxiety, etc. may be temporary, its just a super long 'temporary' time. I am not kidding, it is one thing after another that has happened to me. A string of bad things. I had a recruiter call me about a job yesterday afternoon and she told me something no one ever has. "Your resume is superb". That made my day! She wants to interview me next week. That made me smile and gives me a glimmer of hope. To be recognized as superb is priceless; after years of working full time and studying for hours every night to get a B.S in Business and an MBA. I worked hard for my degrees and it seems like they are not helping in my job search.