I may be able to get a job soon. I'm excited but stressed and overwhelmed at the same time. This makes no sense but my logic is that if I cut, I'll be able to make it to and through an interview without having a breakdown (I did last time and didn't even make it in the room, was shaking so badly) Isn't that strange? Anyway, it's been 22 days since I cut and I'm really trying not to mess that up. It's so difficult sometimes though.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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