Thank you. I'd definitely say that it's lined with fear. Especially after today. I wasn't able to bring it up. I tried so hard, but nothing came out. In fact, I wasn't able to bring much up today at all. Mostly talked about how I've been doing on the meds and how I've been doing socially. And my moods. Everything else I tried to bring up just kind of choked it's way back down my throat.

Hopefully next time. Writing had slipped my mind because of the stress of school this month. But tonight, I'm going to take a minute and write down everything that's been weighing my mind. Including this. Whether I bring it up or not is to be determined.