My only friend told me today that our friendship is empty and that it would be better if we don't talk anymore. Every time when i open up to someone i always get hurt. They don't understand the why how i am. To be alone is very difficult. At least i have a husband that loves me. It also hurts more because i feel guilty. Maybe i am supposed to be alone. I just don't have the spirit to fight for her friendship. I did it to myself nobody else to blame. Just needed to tell someone how i am feeling today.